Anger must come from judgment. Judgment is The weapon I would use against myself, To keep the miracle away from me.
W-347.1. Father, I want what goes against my will, and do not want what is my will to have. 2 Straighten my mind, my Father. 3 It is sick. 4 But You have offered freedom, and I choose to claim Your gift today. 5 And so I give all judgment to the One You gave to me to judge for me. 6 He sees what I behold, and yet He knows the truth. 7 He looks on pain, and yet He understands it is not real, and in His understanding it is healed. 8 He gives the miracles my dreams would hide from my awareness. 9 Let Him judge today. 10 I do not know my will, but He is sure it is Your Own. 11 And He will speak for me, and call Your miracles to come to me.
W-347.2. Listen today. 2 Be very still, and hear the gentle Voice for God assuring you that He has judged you as the Son He loves.